My Crazy Thoughts
my thoughts on various topics.

I should be studying but I've been studying all day. And really I've only managed to get more behind. I have a ton of lectures that I'm putting off. I decided that in order to make the nearly literally Bazillion pages of notes I have more manageable I would just type up the answers to the learning objectives. I'm currently at 12 pages typed (times new roman, 12 pt, single spaced). So that probably wasn't the best idea. I really just need to do well enough to make up for my terrible grade. So pray for me, I'm going to need it. I still have a problem with things falling out of my head right after I read them. But hopefully with all the typing Some of it has stuck in my head. Hopefully.

Lori called a little while ago. To tell me that she moved out of the house, she is now staying at her parent's house. Gene pushed her against the wall, so she left. She wanted me to let Brook know that she had left in case Brook wanted to talk to her. More on this later. Anyway, I was really surprised that she moved out, she has always been really big on "marriage is forever," so it must have been pretty bad. But I am very proud of her for leaving him. So many people just stay, and think things will change when they never do. She didn't really sound upset, like I would have expected. Just very depressed, and she didn't seem to want to talk much, but I know I'm not the best person to talk to when it comes to stuff like this.
I felt bad about calling Brook up basically just to say, "hey, how are you? Guess what?" And I didn't really have time for a real conversation, because I'm supposed to be studying enough to make up for the grade. Anyway, I talked to her she sounded really good, it's been forever since I talked to her. I told her right away because I hate it when people wait until we've been talking for a long time to bust out big information. She had just got back from school, and was freaking out about work she had to do, so we didn't talk long. She did say that she was surprised because she had just been at Lori's house for this candle light thing that lori put on (like a tupperware party, but for candles) and everything was fine, she said Gene was in and out and it seems normal. I couldn't go to that because while it was going on I was taking an exam or giving a presentation--I do both so often I can't keep them straight. Anyway, I was stuck up here in jax. I can't wait until I don't have to live here anymore. I really want to be home. It's home.

Okay, more studying.

posted by Malissa at 8:16 PM